Day 1 at the Temple of Promise with my Hermes Baby Rocket manual typewriter.
It was an honor to set up and write for people about topics so close & personal to them.
Each photo is taken of the Carbon Copy that I kept for my memoirs.
Self Discovery
I am on a journey
The objective? Is to take the time
Truly seeing what is most important to me
I want to look deep within the well of my
Essence/Bring light to the well of my infinite
Depths so I may understand
The pure force of passion destined to lead me
Through my life- what is my path?
Perhaps when I have soaked in exactly who
I am/Then I will understand the truth
This meaning of my life? Is far more simple
Than I believe- the answer is I MUST BE
Exactly who I am/Having the courage
To express my truest intent
Learning who I am- is a blessing
I am grateful for each lesson
I refuse to hold back my emotion
I remain true to myself/by feeling
Each and everything that moves me
This pain? Is not an affliction
Rather- an opening my eyes to the world
Of deeper understanding
This is my joy- the processing of what my eyes
Are seeing. I refuse to stray by sugarcoating
The silver lining- I AM AWAKE my eyes are open
Wide to the suffering that goes hand in hand
With this life of mine&it is a gift. Each
Fleeting beautiful moment I cherish. Each
Bountiful beautiful lesson I learn... It's
Deeper than good or bad- Everything just is.
This empathy is my gift-so may I strive to
Continues seeing what others turn a blind eye to
Understanding, this is my deeper dream, destiny
Awaits for me through sincere feeling.
I have been searching for you so long with a
Purity in my heart- I try so hard yet I still
Have not found you. May I look inside to feel
The Divine light of God&begin to see, If I keep
Searching perhaps what I desire will never come
To me. Instead- may I trust that once I let my
Need go&Desires diminish... At the right place
&Time the perfect person will find me effort-
lessly we will unfurl into destiny. Seamless
Our love will blossom- yet until then. May I
Strive to cease my search, allowing the alone-
ness to teach me valueable lessons.
Heartbreak
Yes-you were far from right for me
Yet now it is time for me to take accountability
For my actions. Take a step back&truly see.
Exactly what it is I did to allow you to break
Me as you have. This is a lesson&harsh reality
That you and I are here/seperately. Yet this
Is a golden gate of opportunity for me. I'm
Being gifted the experience of a lifetime- an
Epicenter for divine synchronicity and perfect
Timing awaits for me here. Only if I am able
To take the time I need- without jumping in to
The next 'big thing'... for after heart break
The time is what we need to truly heal&keep
Moving forward. Tomorrow? WILL BE SO MUCH
EASIER
Courage&Imagination
As I am wandering in Dusty paradise- may I
Strive to remember... Confidence lies at my
Fingertips so may I stroll with pride. Having
The Courage to seek whatever I desire. On this
Path- I will unleash the fertile Imagination
I've been blessed with. In each set of eyes I
Meet- there lies a story untold.. yet my minds
Eye can go wherever I choose to allow it to
Roam. Like many aspects of me- perhaps my mind
requires a bit of exercise/so be sure to
Engage each and every smiling face with a path-
way inside to the depths of their minds. Imagine
The bounty of dreams you alone have the power
To see.
Full Life
Each day when I awake the cycle begins again
It's then I am able to see exactly how lucky
I am-just to be. Rising with the morning sun
Is a gift. Each and every day exists to be
Lived&Cherished! It is my duty to enjoy&
Experience each gift offered to me. By entering
This bountiful stream of conciousness I see
Living a full life is here&now paired with
Gratitude beyond words, it is a way of life.
I've been down the path of cultivation
Loving myself/family&friends
Yet I have reached a point where I desire
A bit of something more. Perhaps a partner
Who I am able to share the rest of my life
With side by side. Yet I must see- lack of
Need&Holding myself back are two different
Things. May I open my heart to the love that
Exists around me. Moving forward without fear
If I want to find a partner/ purely&simply
I must put myself out there. Once I do- I'll
be surprised to find countless gifts I've missed
Out on the whole time. Now that I have
the knowledge the power is mine, may I take
A giant step outside my mind&Step into pure
Synchronicity&Perfect time.
My favorite experience
At Burning Man
Is walking to the temple
Soaking in the essence
Of what truly brings us here/purely simply
We are blessed to have a week
Of letting go/and I always weep
Not for what is lost but for what I will gain
In the desert from these beautiful souls
Walking along my path
This is what I favor because it is real
Tasty tangible tears
Rainbows of emotion greet me here
For all to see
This is me no hiding no seeking just being
Favoring
Here&Now
Knowing the rest will fall into place